The White Little Person And The Black Little One

When I was a child in an elementary shool about twenty years ago,I attended a lecture which was given by a strange old teacher of other school.Sorry for that I forgot his name and the main contents of his lecture.It's so far far away.But there is one sentence he told us that I will never forget.I remember what he said:There are two different little persons in your brains.One is white, the other is black.The white little person let you achieve success but the black little one lead you to the failure.They fight for everything. All your life,all the time you only have to do one thing that you help the white little person beat the black one.I realize the old teacher told me the contrary double sides of our spirits.We can call them the good side and the wicked side. I suppose everyone has a glorious dream in the deep of his spirit.And most of the people can have a good beginning and insist on it.But on the way to get them,we must confront the acute affections given by the double sides.The good side in our minds teaches us kindness\perseverance\wise etc.all kinds of wonderful characters lead us to happiness. The wicked side brings us greed\fall\ignorance and so on. drive us to the darkness.we really want to keep the good side only,but we can't.They are always in an endless battle.we can't avoid their meeting.However,as the old sage said,We should do our best to be with the good side always and be far away from the opposite side anytime.

the weekend

though the weekend was over, but it is not for me. it seems that i would miss here every weekend for the part-time work. so does this week. last saturday, i went to the bank to check the wage card which is wrong for 2 monthes. then sunday i worked there for a whole day just talking and teaching for 8 hours. but the weekend was not over when i was off work. i found that the girl whose computer was locked days before was sick on her bed. there was no other roomates here , so i stayed with and took care of her for the night. at night before we went to sleep, the electrical energy of our apartment was over.all were dark. oh god! shit! the weekend is not over today! i went to the hospital with my friend for a whole morning. but she is not well yet.  we will go there again this afternoon.for others there is much spare time and they can have rest or do what they want in the weekend .but for me , it is the busiest time in the weekend . so i said the weekend is not over for me!

THE REPORT OF OECD

The data issued by OECD(Organization for Economics Cooperation and Development) on 8th,June unravel that most of big economics entities of world will get rid of the economics crunch and be supposed to begin reviving by the end of this year. When I was a student of middle school I was told that the economics crisis is the certain occurence of extremely evil capitalism.But we who are growing under the red flag have to experience the suffering of finacial downturn.It is a total irony. Oh,Of course,that's not my main viewpoint.What I meant is that it's quite good to see the end of this economic recession.Now that I think I should get some experience through the descent of economics.Actually I have received a magzine that involves an article entiled "How to manage your corporation during the period of economic crisis".But to be ashamed,I haven't looked it over yet.so I don't think I can submit some very useful information.As a matter of fact, what I wrote here is just some petty ideas I got from internet and a book. First of all,the bankcrupcy of GM warns us whether the developing style we are always chasing is a-hundred-percent correct.A lot of companies of China have spoken aloud the slogan of "making strong and making large".The dimension of GM empire is large enough,but finally it was crushed by its burdensome human cost.And as the execution of the Law of New Labor Contract,we must realize the the importance of human resource cost.I mean the COST. Second of all,the developing trains of thought of pluralism.Now there are lots of group corporation.We also believe the saying "the West isn't bright then the East will be bright".Actually pluralizing is a good developing method.But whether we should choose the exact relevant indrustries?How to bring balance to those periodical industries is a big challege I think. The third,this is about the index of owner equity.I recommend a percentage of the companies of Lijiacheng.I think it's right when a firm is in recession.but I don't think it's acceptable! to our domestic company.Maybe it's not fit for our national conditions.So before submitting it,I think I should think it through.

the perseverance

everybody knows the importance of the perseverance. but sometimes , i can not help thinking what the perseverance is. just like the ads of the website that if u can keep up writing a log or the stuff like diary things each in a week for one year, ur english level should go to a gorgeous level.i do not know whether i have such cool perseverance, each a week,cool, like sex stuffs.so big snow outside the window,f**k adding the the snail's crawling speed of the internet.why i do not like snow. the big snow means a big harvest to the farmers,but it also means a big trouble to modern cities ,specially in beijing, the famous traffic jam, turgid clothes hiding hot girl's alluring stature.

The Happiness of being a mother

I have a son of 11 years old. Like other kids, he is lovely, cute and at the same time very naughty and often pisses me off. Frankly speaking, he is a boy who was very difficult to raise when he was a baby and a child. Feeding and making him sleep made me exhausted. He often bursted out into a cry when I was absorbed in a sweet dream at the most wrong time, the midnight, and then my husband woke up too, my parents-in ¨Claw rushed into my room and tried to see what happened. He has been very thin and short for quite a few years and this situation just began to change for the better from last year. When he entered kindergarten, he show his another aspect-overtly attaching to me. He seems to need me every moment when he saw me, disturbing me whatever I was doing. He required me to play with him and being angry if I showed cold shoulder to him when I was busy (such as preparing for the professional title test and master study). At that time, I was very angry and reprimanded him which made him cry as if being wronged.But recently I began to feel that I should be grateful because I have such as cute son. He is a precious gift from God. I am deeply moved when he said: ¡°Mom, we are hard partying mother and son¡±, ¡°Mom, I love you so much¡± and ¡°I love you because son should love his mother¡±. Yes, sometime I should make thinking from another aspect, such as the valuable relationship of attaching, the irreplaceable love between parents and children. I am my son¡¯s mother, also his friend

the following days

there is a saying "depression always follows extreme happiness". it fits me very well. the days before i was not so busy and always felt empty. and there was much time to have random thinking especially at night with no partner in my dorm. in fact, the task of paper hasn't not been finished yet, but i just didn't want to do that with concentration. but the following days, there will be several specific jobs waiting for me .in the following two days i will be busy with the part-time jobs . after that it will be the time to  hand in the paper and there will be a exam next wednesday , so i have to prepare for that in the spare time. so i won't be a kicker any more. just fighting!

The Deceptious Message

Today one of my colleagues came to me and said that she received a message from a strange number. And the message says"I am your good friend. I have to go to another city right now, but I have something to tell you. It is a pity that I do not have time to talk with you, you can dial ******this number, then you will know what I want to say and also you will hear a song which sent by me. Do not recall this cellphone number, it is not mine. Take care of yourself.". Then I tell her it is a deceptious message, I also received such as this kind of messages before. But she is very surprised by my words, and she tell me that she has dialed that number and heard a song, but she regret that she did not hear the words that her friend want to tell her. Well, I say"I hope you can check your cellphone expenses, it must be decreased." And then she tell me that her cellphone expenses has incresed 10 yuan. She feel very angry. I tell her that she must be careful about such messages, most of these are deceptious. I also receieve such messages which said "I have changed the bank card, please remit money to ******this card number." All these messages are sent by strange numbers, we just have to delete it. And I want to remind all of friends, before we remit money to somebody, we have to give them a call first even if she is your daughter, sun , relatives or friends. We have to confirm that it is fact.

the bicycle in my 17-year-old

it is a movie directed by the director wangxiaoshuai, telling us a story about a young guy born in countryside but survive in the city beijing. for him , a shy simple but clinging kid, it is hard to survive independently in the complex and stressful society. there are so many troubles in life waiting for him. the city boys at him age study in school but don't value the chance too much . besides they are always fighting in group. compared with them , it is unequal for himbecause he  not only  has dropped out but has to survive faced with so much force. but instead the young guys in city don't worried about their lives but are busy with playing and fighting . in the end , the boy full of injuries walked in the crowd with his lovely bick on his shoulder. there is no end in the movie, but thinking.who pay for the unfairness?

Hey, you make a mistake

I had lunch at home this noon. And then I went to the China Mobile Business Hall to paid the fees for my cell-phone. One of my friends works there. Well, I went straight to her. Heh, she is a beautiful girl and she loves beauty very much. So at that moment she was still looking herself in the mirror and patting her face. Then I gave her 20 yuan for the fees, and I didn't ask for the invoice because the printer was broken. We just talked for a little while and then I left for work. When I came to the office, and turned on my cell-phone(It shut off because of lower power so I didn't took it to home), I received the message from the China Mobile. I was surprised because it said that I paid 50 yuan. Oh, my God, she must made a mistake. So I gave her a call to confirmed the information. It was really her carelessness. I said that I will give her the remaining 30 yuan after work. Heh, you girl, please pay more attention to your work. Otherwise, you may not only make mistake but also lose money.

Great!

It is rainning outside now. Actually, I don't like rain very much, and sometimes may feel very unhappy for some reason. Such as the wet weather, the rainwater on the road surface and sometimes when I ride my bicycle on the way home I get wet by the fast vehicals. That's too bad.But today I feel very happy because I have got the first order from my customer. It is so great! In the past few months, I even want to give up but I kept myself to moving on. I told myself if I kept it maybe I should succeed. Now, I realized how important the perseverance is! And I have to say thank you for my cutomer, this is a good beginning, I will become more confidence from now on.

Good News and Bad News!

Share below conversation with you.An artist asked the gallery owner if there had been any interest in his paintings currently on display. "I've got good news and bad news," the owner replied. "The good news is that a gentleman inquired about your work and wondered if it would appreciate in value after your death. When I told him it would, he bought all fifteen of your paintings.""That's wonderful!" the artist exclaimed, "What's the bad news?". With concern, the gallery owner replied, "The guy was your doctor."

Gained lots today.

What a special day!so many things I can learn from what happened today. Just at noon,I complained somethings in blog that I feel inferior to others,just because our class had a debate in this afernoon.I was so depressed that I can't take part in it.and having classes with dispointment. And we watched the video"lecture room" again in political class.The Analects(ÂÛÓï) by Prof.YuDan .It impressed me so much that our confidence is so important in our life.Who can live without regrets? What we could do just change our attitude.the future will be bright.there is no doubt that it stroke me in such tough time. Then,what a coincidence! a new funny foreign teacher replaced our former one.taking the responsibility for us.what I was unexpected he taught me so much. A mid-aged,kind man who has a funny behavior,and humorous words amused us,and a unique teaching way made understood each other.he gave us a debate topic"Who is the laziest person,boys or girls?" following,the wonderful arguable freely moment was beginning.You know what? as a girl,whoever can't bear the boys criticized our girls,I stood up as the first person to disprove it when the boy pointed our shortcomings out.or maybe in the influence of the video.God knows. How brave I was.it surprised me! and next,I did a good job! That's amazing!I can blurt it out once more. our classmate said to me,¡°You got progress step by step,I witness it.¡± The teacher told us,that's it.just speak it out without thinking,u succeed.You think about it and make sentences in your heart,you can't speak,you fail.as if I put away the clouds from my head,making me clear.Thank you! And now,getting so much encouragement from you in blog,thank you.warmed me.Today I gained lots.Confident or not,it just depends on youself.Let's get together to keep it up!and if you are confusing about it,would you wanna join me?

Exercise for good health

Today when I was enjoying my nap in my bedroom, a strange number of phone call came in.It's from my fitness club. The man over the phone said they wanted to make a whole medical checkup for me. And it's free.So I accepted it. After several events of the checkup, The instructor told me according to my body quality I should do more anaerobic exercises through the equipment in the club. And because I was a new member of their club,they will guide me one for one to use the instrument well in the next couple of months. Of course the conduct won't be free. He give me a lot of reasons for me to do it.But I told him the charge of the conduct is too expensive for me.And I don't want to this kind of trainings.after that I could feel he was a bit unhappy. Maybe he is right. For a better figure and stronger muscle of my body I should do more anaerobic exercises,.but I don't like it. It's boring to me.I like the aerobics and I just enjoy it. So I won't have to do the excise which I don't like.

EXAM~~~(FINALE)

My online instructor once told us that the subjective questions of the preliminary papers are much more difficult than the actual exam.Maybe exceed over fifty percent.Now I admit she was right.Although I don't want to become frivolous,at that time I also began to question the rationality of the difficulty.I mean the subjectives are really easier than I thought. As I have spared a little bit of time in the objectives,and the subjective questions seem to be easier.I began to feel relaxed once more.I started trying to presue the perfection of the answering procedures and gave up picking up the speed of computing.Soon I found I overestimated my ability again.My wrong strategy results in I have wasted too much time on the calculating part.So I didn't completely accomplish the last complex question.I think it's just five minutes.I made some mistakens one more time. On the way home I met a pretty little girl on the bus by accident.she is a candidate from a firm of CPA.At first I thought she is a college student.But she told me she had graduated from institute for one year.After the exam we both got a loose mood,so she and I have a high-spirited chat on the bus.(To me I guess it's a perfect way to unwind) We even exchanged our contacts and hope to help each other in the exam of next year when parting.A few days later she sent me some useful information about auditing through E-mail.But because of laziness,I didn't contact with her seriously again.So this is what life is,we maybe meet someone coincidentlly,but we have to say goodbye to her in a hurry and probably never meet each other.But anyway,I'll continue to keep my enthusiasm and prepare for the exam of next year.

EXAM---(¶þ)

¡°I took the accounting last year,but I got a 59.Only one score is absent to pass the exam.I think they are deliberate.A lot of people get a grade from 57-59 last year.They intend to drive us take the exam of new system this year¡± my former colleague said that to me."Oh~really?this is revolting,isn¡¯t it?But I guess now that maybe this time you can get a score of 95.¡±¡±Haha~I¡¯m not that greed,60 is ok to me¡±.¡°the door is open,let¡¯s go,Go for the 95 for both of us,See you soon~¡±When the door is open,the crowd of participants stood in line,I was at the end of the line seeing people rolling in.When I follow the torrent up the stone stairs in front of the teaching building,an idea flash in my head.I should take a picture of this spectacular scence as a souveniur.But it was only an idea.My examing room is on the top floor of the teaching building.It¡¯s said that more than 50 percent candidates will be absent when the real test begins.When I got into the room,I find the situation this year is better than I thought.Most of the people have been present.After the sterotypical regulations of those exams,the exam get started at 5:30.In fact,I believe I have made a hard effort on Economics Law,I also used to get high scores in the preliminary tests.So the formal eaxm also should be under control for me,before the exam I still thought so.But soon I found I was wrong.there are a lot of questions beyong my view range.And some of them I have never met before.(After the exam all the people murmur that the questions of the formal test has deviated the correct trajectory.We didn't find those most important knowlege points in the papers.But they even test us a lot of daily living knowlege,I remember they even ask a question like this:under what situations the banks don¡¯t have to mail their customers the bills of credit cards?TNND,although I have two piece of cedit cards,but who care those moronic questions in daily life?)At that time I was still very conceited for my ability.And I finished my papers right on tim! e.So,Tho ugh I met a lot of strange questions,I still stepped out of the classroom promisingly after the bells ring.When I get out of that building,I turn my mobile phone on.A message is coming~~~~~

EXAM--(Ò»)

Generally,in the last few years the Licang campus of the Science and Technology University of Qingdao has undertaken all exams of CPA in Qingdao.But I don¡¯t know why,this time the examing rooms were set in Laoshan campus of this university.Laoshan district is one of the most beautiful and newest administrative districts in Qingdao.But because of too many hills or mountains its communication is not as convinent as other¡¯s.And the Laoshan campus is far away from my residence.The more ridicious thing is,both of the exams I¡¯ll take were arranged from the 5:30 to 7:30 in the night time.In order not to make myself overly anxious, At first I got to see the shool ahead and want to book a room in a hotel near the university.To be disappointed,this is a unilateral idea.when I look around I found there are only a lot of petty familly lodges around the school,dirty and narrow and noisy.¡°The feature of college¡± at that time I murmured.So I have to change my mind.September 19th is the examing day,We were informed to arrive in the campus before one hour to measure the temperature.(I guess it¡¯s the first time we ¡°enjoy¡± this special manners since people have the sliced bread).In fact I got to the shool earlier,when I walked along the road of the campus,I saw a lot of examees of Fincial Management have finished their examination and were getting out of the shool.The rest of them stayed here and prepared for the next exam of Economic Law.In my mind I thought most of the participants should be employees,to be surprised I found I was wrong.On the contrary,most of them are young students."So This is why the exam is so critical,too many particapants of college students"I thought.Then the examing rooms were shut down for hygiene.It¡¯s about four o¡¯clock P.M,I successfully find a bench in the campus and eat a bit of snacks I take from my home.After eating,I was wandering in the campus and hope to find some acquaintances.Luckily I meet an old colleage of long time ago.It¡¯s so good to find a partner in there.Then we! are cha tting until the rooms open.

DON'T WASTE TIME

In this year my mother always misses her old house in our hometown,so she decided to go back to our hometown and stayed in her old house for a few days last week.After she was off, I felt myself absolutely free. I could do a lot of things without any chatter.That made me feel very good at first.I had a fling during these days actually.I went to bed anytime I liked.I sang popular songs with my guys over night in club.I played my favorite computer games in net bar for more than twelve hours without a break. But after all of this, I felt exhausted and my mood became terrible.I realized I wasted too much my time and energy on those useless things. and I harmed my own health.when my mother came back I had to pick her up in the bus stop with a very tired face.I really felt upset in the latter days.Even today I still feel a bitter uncomfortable,but I think I should write this blog to warn myself. I remember ROUSSEAU once said: wasting time is a high crime.So I want to cherish my time in the future and cheer me up. and I will.

dismissed from the company

Today,I hear that yoyocx0921's partners was sacked,I'm so sorry to hear that, but It has long been customary for unemployment everyday.Have 6.10 million graduates and millions of earlier graduates unemploymented and 20 milion migrant workers this year ,and It just happened the economic crisis.our country cann't offer enough position to resolve this problems one-off.we all works as skating on very thin ice.reallly hope our country more powerful ,our economy has a rapid development.so we could enjoy our lifes everyday,do not think about more things, could live as foreigners "life ,not work, is the first",this maybe the really "harmonious society",all we enjoy our lives¡¢like our lives......,have no ails.

Dad's birthday

The day before yesterday was my father's birthday. I wrote nothing on that day for some reason , so I want to write something today.On that day, I got home earlier than before and had a half-day off . I bought a cell phone for my Dad as a gift though it only cost 300 RMB, but I feel very happy because this is the first birthday gift that I bought for my Dad spending my own wage. My BF bought a birthday cake and we got back to my home together.It is a pity that Dad did not have lunch with us because he has something important to do. In my mind, I think Dad is very solemn, and I do not have much words with him in daily life. But I care about him very much and I also want to do more for him. And I believe I can do better and better from now on.

Competitive society

We are living in a competitive society. We work hard and study hard in order to find and keep a good job. Because of the harsh reality of competition, many of us, from child to adult, live an busy life. I work at daytime and study at lunch break, night and weekend. I haven¡¯t complained that much only because more or less I can find some happiness in arduous master study, though it appears as a real torture for me sometime. One of my friend share the some status quo with me: as a master student facing the impending graduation, she has to study hard to publish papers and finish the final thesis, at the same time, she has to haunt in job market to find a livelihood for her. Recently, she appears busier because she is preparing for Test for National Civil Servants. For us, life looks like a top. Maybe, as grown-ups, we have little excuse for complaining because life is the result of choices as Sartre once told us. We are free to many choices, hardship or laziness, better life or a relative worse life. But how about children£¿My son, an eleven-years-old boy, also strongly feel the pressure from the competitive society. In order to enter a key middle school, he expect to get straight A (3 As) in his fifth grade of primary school. The dream of the straight A has become the source of his anxiety, a stone over his mind. He keeps asking me what it will be if he can not enter that key middle school. Though my answer made him relaxed, I can still feel the lingering anxiety in his mind. I began to think about the issue of parental education, the advantage or disadvantage of happy education. If we choose to send our kid to learn a lot of extra courses, such as Olympic Mathematics and Star English, our kids will have little time to play and their childhood is definitely to be unhappy£»if we offer them easy childhood, they will probably face a lost youth and adulthood (having little chance to enter a good middle school and university). A child who loves study is an ideal child, rare to meet in the real life because! the nat ure of child is loving play. That seems like a dilemma¡­

come on

come onjust now,I'm so tired,if the time don't take away this things have slipped away,if the time don't turned,if I could come to the past,I'll say "come on" to myself to choose a good goal, because now I know that the life is so crual,I'll don't let time pasted. but now I'm sure that It's impossible,I have no courage,I don't know where to go,I want to do a big thing,but fear to lose everythings belong to me just now,I gradually feel that I have losed the superiority,I have no confidence to success for my ideal goal.the god say no diligent no good,I had to say "come on".

COLLEAGUE'S WEDDING

Technically,Peipei is just one of my former colleagues.As a matter of fact,I am tired of attending the weddings of others.And she even didn't notice me officially.All the conditions reveal that I will not choose to attend her wedding party.But finally I occured in her party.Just because I think Peipei is a kind woman and I have got some help from her when I left that corporation. Actually the hotel to wedding party is not far away from our community,So I decided to take a hike to the hotel.Although today is cloudy.It seem like a good day to marry today because I also saw couples of other new wedding couples on my way out there. Frankly,I have eaten so many wedding banquets that All the dishes tasted tasteless to me.But it's good to see a few old colleagues here.People always need communication.Hehe~I met those guys at the portal.After greetings,Some of them began to complain to me about the still rough working environment.It sounded like to me that more and more colleagues now were involved in the conflict of personnel.Kind of sarcastic.And another wanted to recommend me a new post.Hehe~~Now return to the main content.Since I came here early,the chief administrator(Actually he is my old pal) hoped me to do his a favor:help to fire a kind of plastics firework(Wring to jet,jet out a lot of plastics splinters. It's popular at most of wedding parties).It seem that there is no problem to me as this simple assignment.It's a little case I thought.So I accepted the mission without any doubts.I was standing quietly on one side of the portal with the plastics fireworks in my hands to wait for the arrival of the groom and bride.About one minute later,that pair of lawful husband and wife reached the hotel.Fireworks were opening,It was lively and noisy.But when I tried to wring out the thing in my hand.Something embarrassing happenned.It didn't work out.It seemed awkward to me.So I try harder again.Yet nothing happenned.And my counterpart has completed his mission successfully and smoothly.Now the groom and ! bride ha s walked across the portal.They almost have entered the hall of hotel.I was so anxious that I shouted at the chief administrator:There is something wrong with this.It doesn't work.This friend took it immediately and wringed it open.~Pa!!!.The answer is clear. I'm so sorry,My biceps is not strong enough to wring it open.Damn it!!Now it looks like I have to go back to do more exercise to strengthen my musles. After the party,One of my preceding colleagues also invited me to sightsee the new decoration of his new house.As I like to go a hike home.I refused him to drive me home.I went home alone instead.But when I was on the way home,The other faint situation broke out.It is cloudy and foggy.So I lost the sense of direction in the city.I have chosen a wrong way.When I realized the fault.I was too tired to walk back home.And I have been far away from home already.So I had to grab a cab at last. Some day!!Uh-ah~~