When I was a child in an elementary shool about twenty years ago,I attended a lecture which was given by a strange old teacher of other school.Sorry for that I forgot his name and the main contents of his lecture.It's so far far away.But there is one sentence he told us that I will never forget.I remember what he said:There are two different little persons in your brains.One is white, the other is black.The white little person let you achieve success but the black little one lead you to the failure.They fight for everything. All your life,all the time you only have to do one thing that you help the white little person beat the black one.I realize the old teacher told me the contrary double sides of our spirits.We can call them the good side and the wicked side. I suppose everyone has a glorious dream in the deep of his spirit.And most of the people can have a good beginning and insist on it.But on the way to get them,we must confront the acute affections given by the double sides.The good side in our minds teaches us kindness\perseverance\wise etc.all kinds of wonderful characters lead us to happiness. The wicked side brings us greed\fall\ignorance and so on. drive us to the darkness.we really want to keep the good side only,but we can't.They are always in an endless battle.we can't avoid their meeting.However,as the old sage said,We should do our best to be with the good side always and be far away from the opposite side anytime.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
the weekend
though the weekend was over, but it is not for me. it seems that i would miss here every weekend for the part-time work. so does this week. last saturday, i went to the bank to check the wage card which is wrong for 2 monthes. then sunday i worked there for a whole day just talking and teaching for 8 hours. but the weekend was not over when i was off work. i found that the girl whose computer was locked days before was sick on her bed. there was no other roomates here , so i stayed with and took care of her for the night. at night before we went to sleep, the electrical energy of our apartment was over.all were dark. oh god! shit! the weekend is not over today! i went to the hospital with my friend for a whole morning. but she is not well yet. we will go there again this afternoon.for others there is much spare time and they can have rest or do what they want in the weekend .but for me , it is the busiest time in the weekend . so i said the weekend is not over for me!
THE REPORT OF OECD
The data issued by OECD(Organization for Economics Cooperation and Development) on 8th,June unravel that most of big economics entities of world will get rid of the economics crunch and be supposed to begin reviving by the end of this year. When I was a student of middle school I was told that the economics crisis is the certain occurence of extremely evil capitalism.But we who are growing under the red flag have to experience the suffering of finacial downturn.It is a total irony. Oh,Of course,that's not my main viewpoint.What I meant is that it's quite good to see the end of this economic recession.Now that I think I should get some experience through the descent of economics.Actually I have received a magzine that involves an article entiled "How to manage your corporation during the period of economic crisis".But to be ashamed,I haven't looked it over yet.so I don't think I can submit some very useful information.As a matter of fact, what I wrote here is just some petty ideas I got from internet and a book. First of all,the bankcrupcy of GM warns us whether the developing style we are always chasing is a-hundred-percent correct.A lot of companies of China have spoken aloud the slogan of "making strong and making large".The dimension of GM empire is large enough,but finally it was crushed by its burdensome human cost.And as the execution of the Law of New Labor Contract,we must realize the the importance of human resource cost.I mean the COST. Second of all,the developing trains of thought of pluralism.Now there are lots of group corporation.We also believe the saying "the West isn't bright then the East will be bright".Actually pluralizing is a good developing method.But whether we should choose the exact relevant indrustries?How to bring balance to those periodical industries is a big challege I think. The third,this is about the index of owner equity.I recommend a percentage of the companies of Lijiacheng.I think it's right when a firm is in recession.but I don't think it's acceptable! to our domestic company.Maybe it's not fit for our national conditions.So before submitting it,I think I should think it through.
the perseverance
everybody knows the importance of the perseverance. but sometimes , i can not help thinking what the perseverance is. just like the ads of the website that if u can keep up writing a log or the stuff like diary things each in a week for one year, ur english level should go to a gorgeous level.i do not know whether i have such cool perseverance, each a week,cool, like sex stuffs.so big snow outside the window,f**k adding the the snail's crawling speed of the internet.why i do not like snow. the big snow means a big harvest to the farmers,but it also means a big trouble to modern cities ,specially in beijing, the famous traffic jam, turgid clothes hiding hot girl's alluring stature.
The Happiness of being a mother
I have a son of 11 years old. Like other kids, he is lovely, cute and at the same time very naughty and often pisses me off. Frankly speaking, he is a boy who was very difficult to raise when he was a baby and a child. Feeding and making him sleep made me exhausted. He often bursted out into a cry when I was absorbed in a sweet dream at the most wrong time, the midnight, and then my husband woke up too, my parents-in ¨Claw rushed into my room and tried to see what happened. He has been very thin and short for quite a few years and this situation just began to change for the better from last year. When he entered kindergarten, he show his another aspect-overtly attaching to me. He seems to need me every moment when he saw me, disturbing me whatever I was doing. He required me to play with him and being angry if I showed cold shoulder to him when I was busy (such as preparing for the professional title test and master study). At that time, I was very angry and reprimanded him which made him cry as if being wronged.But recently I began to feel that I should be grateful because I have such as cute son. He is a precious gift from God. I am deeply moved when he said: ¡°Mom, we are hard partying mother and son¡±, ¡°Mom, I love you so much¡± and ¡°I love you because son should love his mother¡±. Yes, sometime I should make thinking from another aspect, such as the valuable relationship of attaching, the irreplaceable love between parents and children. I am my son¡¯s mother, also his friend
the following days
there is a saying "depression always follows extreme happiness". it fits me very well. the days before i was not so busy and always felt empty. and there was much time to have random thinking especially at night with no partner in my dorm. in fact, the task of paper hasn't not been finished yet, but i just didn't want to do that with concentration. but the following days, there will be several specific jobs waiting for me .in the following two days i will be busy with the part-time jobs . after that it will be the time to hand in the paper and there will be a exam next wednesday , so i have to prepare for that in the spare time. so i won't be a kicker any more. just fighting!
The Deceptious Message
Today one of my colleagues came to me and said that she received a message from a strange number. And the message says"I am your good friend. I have to go to another city right now, but I have something to tell you. It is a pity that I do not have time to talk with you, you can dial ******this number, then you will know what I want to say and also you will hear a song which sent by me. Do not recall this cellphone number, it is not mine. Take care of yourself.". Then I tell her it is a deceptious message, I also received such as this kind of messages before. But she is very surprised by my words, and she tell me that she has dialed that number and heard a song, but she regret that she did not hear the words that her friend want to tell her. Well, I say"I hope you can check your cellphone expenses, it must be decreased." And then she tell me that her cellphone expenses has incresed 10 yuan. She feel very angry. I tell her that she must be careful about such messages, most of these are deceptious. I also receieve such messages which said "I have changed the bank card, please remit money to ******this card number." All these messages are sent by strange numbers, we just have to delete it. And I want to remind all of friends, before we remit money to somebody, we have to give them a call first even if she is your daughter, sun , relatives or friends. We have to confirm that it is fact.
